FOREVER EVER

Thanks for those days..
for those hours, those minutes, those seconds..
I cherished it very much..
maybe people will think i am stupid enough though to cherished those times?
times where we are close, even though we are far away, i can call you my dear, my beb, my sweetheart and you can call me back~
i can give you a kiss, i can hug you, although only on sms , haha :D
but i was very happy, although those times only for a short period..
never felt that happy before :)
stupid enough i guess?
I'll remember it FOREVER i think~
when about feelings and emotion, I never play~
hahaha
thank you again !! :)) <3

Perasaan Yang Tertinggal

Walaupun kadang2 aku melupakannya,

masih ada aja perasaan ini..

perasaan sayang sama seseorang, tapi enggak tau mau gimana ngungkapinnya, susah lewat kata2,

percuma..

mengatakan : i love you, i dote you, i miss you, i like you, tentu aja mudah, tapi bisa ngerti gak ngerasain gimana rasa sebenarnya?

rasanya pengen nangis kita tuh "dilarang" untuk sayang banget ama seseorang..

tapi keknya itu malah keegoissan sendiri pula ya? haha..

sekarang aku happy2 aja sih, udah bisa move on laa, walaupun kadang2 keingat perasaan itu, rasanya emang gak enak banget..

mudah2an aja aku bisa ikhlas melepaskan semuanya, relakan saja..

belajar ikhlas dan tulus..

lanjutt :)

?

Aaaaaaaaaaa...
ada apa denganku ini T___T
rasanya sedih betul wakh,
tengah malam lg..
gak tau napa nih...!!
pengen nangis, tapi laki2 ga blh cengeng !
kenapa bawaannya sedih terus yaa
kapan laa aku sembuhnyaa T_____T
haisss
aku emang beda ama orang lain..
rasanya berbeda sendiri tuh gimana ya..

kalau dipikir2 ttg teman,
emg ga bs di bandingkan ama temen yg uda dari dulu yah,
maklum laa, aku cuma berteman mulai dari SMA kan,
rasanya sedih banget kalo ternyata pertemanan itu semua kayak gtu T____T
aku ini apalah kan..

udah 3 tahun wakh ga makan cake ultah sendiri~
(atau 3 tahun lbh mgkin?)
ga ada yang sponsor mulu sih~
tapi kalo di beliin cake ntar traktir malah ga da duit~
kasiannya diriku, haha~
tapi gpp la, stdknya tahun ini msh ada 1 kado :D
#maaf, numpang curhat dikitt

mudah2an saja hidupku bs lbh baik dr skrg..
amin amin amin !!!
keep going on~

sepahit apapun hidup ini, semua juga harus tetap berlanjut~
Cia You Jooo :D
Fight !!

HURT

Don't know why if i heard your name, my heart is still hurting so much,
but i can still beared it :D
maybe this will last for a long long long time~

until now, i just realize that what a egoist person i am !!
how stupid have i became?
this is not myself, this is a demon !
time to change to a good guy again,
i'll follow a straight path, a right path for my life :)

HAPPINESS,

I'll get you someday for sure :)

My Way Of Thinking

Sometimes, i feel that my way of thinking is different from other, I'm not sure it is true or not, or maybe its just my assumption..
well, sharing is caring, i guess its not hurt to share a little right ? :)
if a boy really like a girl, and that girl really like a boy too,
why must a 'third' guy appeared ?
if the reason is the third is a bad guy, who don't think of other people, i guess is right (?)
but what if the third guy is a good guy then ? he would only think of other people, even it hurt himself,
then..
what is the meaning of his love anymore?
he sure that he really love the girls, he try his best to forget about her, everyday, every night..
but what is the meaning of love anymore?
does true love really exists when there are so many pain cause by love?
innocent tears are shed, innocent feeling are hurt, yet no one knows..
is true love really a mere illusion ? that's not exist in this world?
what is really the meaning of love ?
"Love is Love" that's it ~
ha ha :D


pengen rasanya unfollow twitter kamu, unfriend facebook kamu, tapi semua itu juga gak ada gunanya~
segala upaya telah ku lakukan, tetapi tetap aja tidak bisa menghindari rasa sakit ini ketika mengingatmu~
*galauuu
tiap malam juga cuma kepikir aku sudah bertambah kuat, karena sudah melewati satu hari ini tanpa dirimu~
kapan laa aku bisa sembuh~
*mencoba tetap tersenyum dan bahagia :)


today quote : 得不到的 东西 , 是最好的 东西  :)

Voice Of My Heart

This is the voice of my heart,
things that never come from my mouth, but from my heart.
I am sicked of always protecting of other peoples hearts, when they even don't even mind mine.
I am sicked of always being the first one to take action, when will they understand my feelings?
they don't know how hard a problem can be, because they never know what other peoples worse problem.
All they know is "my problem is worse than yours, bla bla bla"
sorry, I don't give a fuck about that.
Why don't you shut up and listen to mine ?
maybe you'll feel more lucky.
Life is never easy, thats why is the best.

"Somethings you never get, it will always be the best things".

Heart , Mind and Brain

the heart and mind quarrel :

Mind : Hei heart ! why don't you just give up already ? brain is telling you that countless time now!!

Heart : I am sorry mind, i just can't do it .. i always want to do as brain told me, but ..

Brain : oh Heart, i hate you so much .. why you give so much pain to mind ? that is making him very depressed you know..

Mind : Damn ! if only you would do what brain told you, i wouldn't have to suffer from all this pain ! you know how much its hurt heart !?

Heart : I don't know, please don't asked me, I'm just following my feeling..

Mind : I know that! i hope that brain can fix those rotten heart of yours, so you can just forget and give up about what you felt !

Brain : hope so~

hais~