Why ?

Just got a creepy dream this morning
that one word make my chest real hurt ..
>.<
damn ..
really want to tell everything i had on this blog,
but it seems silence is better ..
haiss ..
dun wanna be selfish anymore ...

I am trying my best now,
to let go ...

Emptiness, loneliness, sadness, sorrow, miserable,suffer ...
what a pain ..
damn its hurt .

I'll make it through ...