A LOT

is to much ~
i really can't take it anymore,
but my heart is still crying calling for your name..
i am so pathetic,
I'm still not good for anyone !!
so many thing i wanna share,
yet i forgot all of them..

i miss you,
i need you..
every night my heart is bleeding,
thinking of you..
but you know what?
you'll never how much i felt .
because ..
my feeling still not reach for you.

sorry if i am a pain in the but for your life,
is not that i want to bother you..
it just..
i just can't take all this feeling alone to myself..

i am so PATHETIC..