Stupid Love Game

There is once, a boy who was given a much freedom by the God,
but because that freedom, he is very confused of his life, he don't know where he should go..
he always put on a cheerful face, a fake smile face that to make sure no one know what he's hiding behind that "fake smile" because he don't want other people to worry about him.
He is so lovely that he want to love other people with all his got.

Once, he fall in love with a girl that asked he out.
but the girls seems like him in a wrong way, everyday, he was left with scar hearted just to protect his relationship with her. One day, when he was about to join an event that is rare on his life,
he forget that he have a date with his girlfriends. He beg his girlfriend to go out on another day, and the girl agree. But, actually the girl not really sincerely give him a permission, and after the boy at the event place, the girl text him and angry at him. the boy was so frustrated that he cancel to join the event, and was very furious at his girlfriend. He go to his girlfriend house and scold her while crying,
tears drop upon his cheek, but there was no response of her girlfriend. Finally, the boy just give up and go out with his girlfriend. the boy just try to have a BIG HEART.

Day by day past, and eventually, because the girl always hurt the boy, the boy finally don't have any single feeling the girl, they break up..

Now the boy started to find those feeling he lost,
and once again, he tried and tried and tried ..

until then, he fell in love with a girl who was very kind and beautiful,
but.. his love never been paid back. he felt so miserable that life is nothing at all,
he lost his life.. (half-dead i mean)
he lost a good relationship with that kind hearted girl,
because he try to make her his girlfriend, but the girl rejected,
month by month past by, and now the boy learned that he don't need to ask for a "loving back"
all he needs is that he love someone with all his heart.
that's the true love he learned.
although it hurts sometimes, he still stick on his ideology.
up until now, he never serious about his own relationship.
how ? when he try so hard, not give up, he just wasting all his time.
when he hopes high, he disappointment even higher.
when he is serious, all things around him just became a joke, a "hopeless situation".

all he plays all this times was a STUPID LOVE GAME..

and now, he really afraid of falling in love again, because he thinks that everything was once better when he don't falling in love,
he don't want to break a good relationship with the people he likes,
the girl he loves.
but..
deep inside his small heart..
he knows that he always want to love someone, want to have someone to be happy and sad with, to share his own feeling..
maybe he is always in love with a wrong people..

all right,
that's all.
if you are smart, you can guess who is this boy right ? ;)